Fusion Of Every Bits Of My Life

Ushering and Embracing 2011

2011-01-03T20:22:00.019+08:00

It's 2011......

Made me wonder how ever did my 2010 just ended.
Many events had occured in 2010, of loses and gains, emptiness and hope, tears and laughters most crucially, a whole lot of experience and memories that I will keep it in the box of my memory for a long long time.

For the once, after some years, I actually prefered to shy away from revelling with the massive crowds downtown and instead, I've chose to make dinner for my love ones and of course most importantly... for HIM....

As I was busying myself in the kitchen with the familiar preparations, my mind did take a backseat as reflections of my history motioned pass. Still could recall how 12 years ago I said to myself, the year of RABBIT will take foerever to arrive. But now, I wished to tell the "little me" how wrong she was. The fact of me breaching my mid-20's in a year time is very much ironic. Perhaps I am still a student and thus explains it all...

Went out with my sisters and their friends and of course with my sweetie tagging along without any complains and even better, he made fast friends with the girls. It's rather startling how he could blend into the 'all-girls club" that easily...
I must admit, his openness and warmth towards people awed me.

The Noisy Bunch

He seemed rather intimidated by me ;-P

I love them enough to forgo partying in the town and ushered my new year with them

A sweetheart who is never afraid to be the reason for people to smile

For the very first time, I had him over for 2 nights starting from new year's eve and for that, we spent the entire 1.1.11 sticking fast to each other like siamese twins. I was absolutely grateful that he took the effort to make this reunion slightly longer and special. I was actually afraid that I would be spending the onset of 2011 without him....Even thought of getting last minute bus ticket to his place or even begging his best buddy to take me to where he is. But in the end, all resolved wonderfully with special thanks to him and of course his daddy for granting him the leave from work...

To celebrate a brand new year, we dated the common city couples way. We had our very very first movie and popcorn together and also proceeded with shoe-hunting. I must say, he is rather particular when it comes to shoes. But am glad that we have finally gotten a pair the next day...Was rather pricy but it's all the worth.

Next stop, we revisited Bon-Ga, Solaris for dinner so as to celebrate a brand new year. The food was absolutely good..just like the last time I had it with him and James. Back then I never ever dreamt of even giving him a chance to date me...he is farcry from my ideal date....how very proud and snobbish I was. Yet today, I was a radiantly smily lover of his....Fate has its quaint way I guess.....

Korean BBQ dinner an Bon-Ga for a New Year

I must say the quantity of the side dishes has reduced but not the quality though

A very happy and full customer

Thank you B B for the wonderful dinner

Dessert at KTS SS2 after the sumptuous meal...I insisted for em :-P

For the 2 dates we had in the major malls of the city, I must shamefully admit, I did show an eeny meeny fits of tantrums. The first time, was due to my mild dehydration and the second time, was being childish for not wanting to leave the mall so soon because going home would mean that our time being together for that day is coming to an end and he will be leaving for Sitiawan soon...The image of me sending him off never fails to create fresh tears to my eyes....To pacify me, he treated me sushi again and also agreed to get me those silly cheap and colourful trinklets that I will always be fond of.....and also fake lashes plus its curler.....Seriously, I am so childish at times.....I hope i didn't drive him gaga in any way....( In future if I go kiddo again, pacify me with colours)

Stuffs he got me for this holiday season

Firework display on the struck of midnight

Looking at them again reminded me of that day I've decided to give you my heart

Giving him the first kiss for 2011

Just like you, I will want to share all the wonderful celebrations with you

2011...you came about rather gracefully and you started of sweetly for me. I pray and hope that you will hold for me many wonderful enigmas that are waiting for me to unfold....

Christmas 2010

2010-12-27T20:29:00.040+08:00

For the very first time of my life, I celebrated Christmas away from home.....Didn't feel a twinge of guilt at all as I've compensated my absence with a sumptuous pre-Christmas dinner that took me half a day to prepare.

All I wanted most for Christmas is YOU

The journey to his place, like usual, appeared long and tiresome. However my eagerness to be in his protective arms again made the ride bearable. Anyway, reached there at 9pm and was greeted by him and his siblings. Seriously I can't help but liking them a lot....they felt like part of my family too. Had some bean sprout chicken rice and ended it with mango ice.....yums...

Went back to his place and voila...Christmas pressie exchange time...I presented him my humble gift as I am financially not able to splurge on him yet....Still, he is grateful for em.....As for mine....he made me do a lil' treasure hunt and finally I found it.hidden behind a paper bag. Slowly, I unwrapped the box-like gift...and in it....it was a COACH clutch...I squealed with joy and excitement and immediately I pinned him down and started to snog him crazy.

My First Coach Pouch

Absolutely love my gift....I've always wanted a coach...he made it come true this christmas. I LOVE U BB...thanx....p/s : he made his best buddy got it from Florida ages ago...

On Christmas eve.....I spent the day in his workshop...The day felt exceptionally long...when there wasn't many customers, we did a lil rough and tumble like usual...his grasp are bloody strong....took me pretty much effort to free my wrist from his hands....BUGGER.....I laughed so much that i had stitches =.='"....It was fun nonetheless

2 Glutton Faces

After dinner, all three of us dolled up ( him, the sis and me) and went out to his friend's place to party...but before that, we still pigged-out a lil ...had my turkey slices...yippee =D

The Pretty Babes of the lot

And the sad Number of Dudes

There were music, dancings, drinks and pressie exchanging...I can't believe that he got my present n i got his sis's ferrero, after drawing logs....Coincidence? Or fate made in heaven??? I got to see fireworks that night too...Thanks to Kenneth =D

Happy pressie recipients

We left the pub at 2 plus before snuggling ourselves under the duvet.....Was dead tired...

After a couple of hours resting we had to pull ourselves up again,to have a huge breakkie with his parents.....thank god I did not stone. Althought it was Christmas, yet his customers spare him with no mercy...=(

They insisted on asking for his aid to repair their vehicles...BUMMERS!!!!

Were supposed to go korean for Christmas dinner but a friend called and invited us over for dinner, the moment we got back to KL....and since he is a buddy....we changed plans ....we owed him a birthday dinner anyways...

Things i do to him when I'm tat sleepy and bored...

On Boxing day, we visited granny at the nursing home and had a HUGE breakfast with her again. Poor BB got stuffed to the brim by Dad.. He just can't stop offering B food....I guess it's his way to express that he is fond of my B.

The colourful toys concept Decor in MV is pretty interesting

After that, we headed for Midvalley and Gardens to do shopping for him..I was a good shopping kaki....managed to get him jeans and shirt...still questing for a right pair of sneakers...will continue that next week =) I'm sure we will find it even if it means to raid all the mall prevailing in the city.

A Greedy B Devouring all the Haagen Daz

Licks....my raspberry sorbet

We ended our garment hunting with a generous portion of Zanmai sushi....The bill came up to RM123......Wat a record breaker....muahahaha!! I was truly satisfied..yummers

Christmas 2010...indeed was a whole new experience.....thank you santa for giving all the lovely and wonderful moments this Christmas...The perfect gift I believe is a gift of wonderful memories that will cherish your life perpetually....

You are always a Gift to me...

20.10.2010 : I Made My First Chicken Chop

2010-10-20T14:46:00.008+08:00

I MADE MY VERY VERY FIRST CHICKEN CHOP!!!!

Am totally proud of it!!! Did it from the stratch....from shopping for the ingredients right up to washing up...I like every part of the process except for the cleaning up though

The ingredients were rather simple actually. Only involved the basics...no rocket science...still....i am very proud of my great imagination in mixing and matching based on my instinct...no recipe, no systematic measurements. Just pure estimation.

The deboned chicken thigh was marinated with sesame oil, black and white pepper powder, Lea Perrin sauce, a lil light soy sauce, brown sugar and lotsa garlics and shallots...Once it's done sitting in the fridge, simply heat up the pan, put half a teaspoon of butter and with low fire, fried them till they turn golden brown....or more brown perhaps =D

A for the gravy, juz sauteed some finely chopped garlics and half-ring onions, the when it is slightly golden, just pour the rest of the raw marinated sauce from the chicken and add in like 3-4 small bowl of waters...add in lotsa black n white pepper, sugar and salt to taste. It was pungent enough for me to continuously add in water. When it starts to boil, i added in some starch to make it a lil thicker...=D

Finally for the side dishes, i simply blanched my beans, cauliflower and mini corn in boiling water... I made sure that i did not overcooked them. Wanted to maintain their crunchiness still.

I was lucky as my veggies were so fresh and sweet...double thumbs up .....Not forgetting the carb portion...mash potatoes with 2 whole eggs, mixed with a lil extremely finely chopped shallots , a tablespoon of butter and 2 tablespoons of mayo, a pinch of salt and pepper to taste...should remember the spring onion in the future =D

I must say, my culinary skill did not really deteriorate after these years...It's still in tiptop condition...I guess I can make him dinner very very soon =D
Next stop : yong tofu ala granma =D

09.10.10

2010-10-17T21:53:00.013+08:00

After a month long of patient waiting, we are reunited once again. Rather briefly but every nanosecond is registered and even imprinted in both the mind and heart.

I was hopping and skipping on cloud nine when the sun greeted me. Trying my best to suppress the overwhelming excitement that is brimming in my heart, I put up a nonchalant mask to appear both calm and indifferent.To appear with a gathered composure.Perhaps if one gaze deeply into the dark irises one could see the flame of passion flickering in them.

I was estatic that your were given the green light to stay a night here even if it means for me to offer you my entire room.Something that i will never do regardless of any circumstances.Compromise is out of consideration.

After a wholesome homecooked dinner, once again we headed to the very destination where the first chapter of our story begin. It felt like years already passed when it was only more than a month. I guess all those dreading time apart made time crawled.

Alongside with great companies, we walked along the streets, welcomed by the gushing cold wind that never fail to penetrate through the layers of clothing. In the heat of the humour and laugthers, you kissed me shamelessly as though it was something common . I was caught off guard, astounded and yet the heart beamed with pride. My darling, you always surprise me.

Of hugs, cuddles, kisses and piggybacks....you only made our meetups sweeter then ever.

I am truly glad that you agreed to even meet my circle of bosom buddies and even attended the convocation knowing that you will be drenched with sweat and succumbed into the torturous sunny and humid weather. On top of that, u even offer to jointly pay for the flowers. What an act of generosity. I was flattered. Not to mention your random act of care and being responsible towards my buddies made you shine even more.....I'm so proud of you my darling. Selfless, generous and kind........always embedded in your actions.....

Every sweet dream will lead to reluctant awakening.....every hellos will lead to goodbyes......but for us.....it's always the other way round....every sweet departure marks another reason for a welcoming back......

Happy Mid-autumn Festival

2010-09-23T00:28:00.006+08:00

Zhong Qiu Jie Kuai Le ......

How i wished to be with my family today, instead of getting stuck all alone in the shoebox-room and dated by my UNFCCC notes. Although my family did an advance celebration, yet nothing beats the actual day......I miss home and my family.

Looking back at my childhood memories, today is one of the most awaited for in the calendar. Those days, when I was still a young, round and jolly girl, Mid-autumn festival was best celebrated at Po Po's place. I could recall how i made my parents got me pretty lanterns that came in various shapes and sizes. My favourite will always be those that has shiny gold dust on the outer surface or perhaps even more extravagant, shapes that resembled ancient food-carrier of some sort, ala Chang Er, the legendary pretty lady in the moon. Well, the best thing of course was lighting up packets of colourful candles on empty biscuit or milo tins and then perhaps create some mini campfire to roast insects n peanuts or even better just bloody burn those cheap paper lanterns.....nothing beats the fun of playing with fire. How I wish to stay a child forever.

This year's celebration was rather unique in a pleasant way. Had a dinner of western dishes and then wrapped up by chinese oriental desserts( those delicious tang yuan...oh my)....and the verdict: absolutely AWESOME.....the best would be chomping and gobbling down of food prepared by all of us. I dare to say, we did fix an impressive dinner thou =) As for more merit points, we did all the cleaning too.....(I hate dat)

Apart from all these, somewhere in my heart, as usual, will never leave him out....for all the moments I lived and enjoyed since that day, the thought of him always follows by. Although we did not get to celebrate it for real, yet being able to see him via the webcam, hearing his voice, knowing that he was searching for the shy moon ( I tried looking too) and how much his heart yearn to be with me is sufficient to comfort of the heart. It did occur to me that I would simply be reckless, and go look for him..but i guess my logic mind overdominated the heart and hence, I'm here, still stuck within the 4 blocks of wall, accompanied by my faithful electronic devices that allow him and I to be connected. Praise Science and Technology .....

This year's celebration was indeed quirky, in a pleasant way.

My Little Country Romance

2010-09-15T12:01:00.014+08:00

It was perhaps fate that brought us together. Never in my wildest imagination that a rowdy, rugged and rather loud country boy would ended up being my sweet darling. I've been praying each night to heaven, hoping that someday I will find a man that would dream of my dreams, a man who would thaw all the icy barriers that surround my heart and a man who will walk beside me, accompanying me along the road of life.....

And today, I'm truly thankful to heaven for answering my prayers. To give me this opportunity to love another man as much as I can love myself......

I was rather hesistant and skeptical about my impulsiveness in embarking on a new relationship just as soon as the last one ended.But these few days, staying with him clarified all uncertainties....The little seed of love bloomed even more now.

For the past few days of my holidays, I thought that I was living in a dream. From standing on the jetty in each others' embrace, under the clear night sky, speaking of our yesterdays and tomorrows to waking up in the morning mist on the serene hills,in each other's company....Days are filled with sunshine and beaches, fun companies and laughters and most of all, a lover who will give you his all....

In the eyes of others, all these are of no uniqueness, too common, too simple. Yet, in my eyes.....they are the little parcels of bliss that are priceless.For every second that was passing by, my heart actually live and it felt all the pure sincerity he has for me....For the very first time, I've found the arms and chest that i will call my sanctuary.

A couple of days has passed but the memory is still crystal clear. His warm touches never left my skin....his smile and soft gaze that I adore so much, constantly appear to sight of my mind.....My love, how I long to be by your side again, to see you fall asleep each night and to kiss you good morning each day....to see you smile at me...or even steal a few glances of me....how much i wish to be stuck fast to you like a siamese twin

POndering

2007-11-27T08:32:00.000+08:00

Exams are done for finally...wonder how in de world i made it through.......i must have gotten more patient recently.....all de memories of me locking myself in de dorm n mugging seem so surreal and blur now XD......well who cares it's over now and IT'S HOLIDAYS............wakakaka

Once again i can cruise all de malls in klang valley shamelessly.......sobz..if only im filthy rich....i wud have shop till i drop.....n not drool at de sight of bloody expensive outfits of shoes......n de list goes on.........XD

Hmm.....looking back at frendster just now........i realise dat most of my gal pals seemed to be attached except me....they look really sweet wif the gleam of happiness in their smiles....makes me feel kinda alienated.....lol..and lonely...........well.......im not losing faith yet...........still searching though............hehe

Here are a couple of me hair metamorphosis pics......seriously i've been so obsessed wif them ever since i got them cut, a month ago.......they never fail to keep me in distress every mornin, i have to spend ages making them stay put......sighz......luckily they had gotten longer and less hassle.....hahaha!!

Got my hair perm for free after the cut....cutie japanese style ain't my calling....

2 weeks after...........took it before i went for a dinner

Right before my Chemistry paper..... De very last moment before i leave my room
for de exam n HOLIDAYS!!

VOILA! see how it have grown now..........

Dat's all for de camwhoring session.........ciaoz!

6 Atas Azam Reunited

2007-10-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

It's reunion day today.from meeting my "godparents" to meeitng my ex 6th form classmates of cuz.....miss both kai mah n kai di di leh.....talked so much wif dat family....miss frequenting their home after skul...sighz...still love them lots hehehehe....as for de class event.not everyone was present though but at least a good number turned up.........sobz........miss the crazy times we had in skul....sobz sobz sobz..........only if one can turn back time.........yakked our heads off n made the noise..luckily no one complained or we will be kicked out for good anyway...........took a couple of daft pics (minus de camwhoring)........btw we did ended up celebrating our fren's burfday too........gosh no wonder 6AA was known as "kelas gila kek" muahaha muahaha.i can never forget then number of cake i've consumed in 2006..........

CHEESE 6AA.......(p/s my dear monitor shud learn to smile properly)

da person i missed being "molested" by XD
i miss ur morning hugs ah tiang.........take care always

we gals can NEVER get TIRED of bullying tis MONITOR............

3 pretty maidens in a row

The whole chocolate cake.........and My CHOCOLATEY AND YUMMILICIOUS

share.......noticed dat i stole some bits from the slice before

taking ITS picture

A HAPPY me after enjoying my slice of cake

Although it's like de imitation of my favourite Secret Recipe
BANANA CHOCOLATE..........buts it's still boleh tahan lar......

OH BY THE WAY...........i've got tis cutie from my beloved LIL' ANGEL today.i juz love de beany material of tis toy...........so nice to squeeze........too bad its beige..........need to handle it wif lotsa care...........thanx a lot though "KAI DI DI"

"ALOHA peeps!!!"

"im de cutest thing ever"

"and u can't beat me!!"

Guess i really did had a great "MEETING UP " day..........i TALKED amost non-stop.muahahahahaha XD

Gal day out

2007-10-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

went out for almost the whole day....well had a girly moment wif my high skul best mate...gosh missed the bits of her............ever since i got a new lifestyle barely actually keep in touch wif her...............felt kinda guilty cuz of at though...........need to make a mental note not to shun my frens out of my life....not even for a lil while......XD

had the longest lunch ever.....for almost 2 hours.........cant stop talking bout the lives we r leading.....and yada yada yada.........too much of issue dat we've touched........i felt really happy dat despite we barely meet,there is no ice between us....we are still as bubbly as before....as noisy n as talkative as we've been....thank god for dat............did a lil bit of window shopping like usual..clothes n accessorries are irresistable..but then again.......i juz browse them through......messing up a few lines of clothing...... and in de end i dun purchase any......wakakaka....im evil......well i cant help it.........least i din go try every piece n giving de sales gal much hope dat i might buy it................XD

went for a movie after getting bored wif the items there..............de cinema was heck of cold(although not as bad as a lecture hall back in uni) i was almost frozen.............thanx a bunches to my short sleeve T and mini skirt.............and wat a coincidence...dat movie i watch stressed much on cold winter...........gosh...........i tot i mite not survive throughout de show( i always get de warmth i need from ek hem....) but i did.......hahahahaha...........

dat was de happier thing for today...but wat de sad part is dat when i weigh myself tis morn.......MY WEIGHT WENT UP!!! my eyes nearly dropped out of my socket lookin at de figure the needle is pointing.........im so damn horrified..........it gotta be de sumptous meals im havin at home now...........i tink i would need to starve myself to get rid of those extra KILOS real fast............da last thing i need a bulging tummy...sobz sobz............i dont feel hot n sexy anymore.those freaking kilos juz rob me off my self esteem n confidence....sobz sobz ( if my weight fluctuated cuz of me boobies.....mebbe it aint dat bad)

Konni Chi Wa!!

2007-10-06T12:46:00.000+08:00

wow...ive finally compelled myself to start blogging once again....ever since uni started,life have been ever so hectic.........at times there are so much to do but so little time allocated(why cant we get 50 hours a day perhaps?)......at times.....too free till im bored to dead. life still stay pretty monotonous to me although it had improved....my mornin start wif the alarm goin off.....gettin ready.....wait for da freaking bus (MY UNI BUSSSES ARE THE SHITTIEST.....IM GONNA GO ON A STRIKE).......hit the lecture halls.......lunch......n yadayadayadayada oh and also handwash my laundry in de evening( see im not such a PRINCESS after all)........dats basically DE routine....of course it do get sum changes here and there like morning or boring class skipping or mebbe secretly hit the malls in between lessons ( ONLY IF THE TIME GAP IS BIG ).....hahahahaha........gosh bad stuff do make me delighted @.@

squattered at my best mate's dorm last thursday.....the first thing dat i always notice is the toilet(freaky huh?) better than those in my dorm but still not dat impressive. yakked our heads off till the wee hours...if only my damn lids weren't so heavy dat nite perhaps we may break de record and continue till the sun comes out...hahahahaha......miss those heart-to-heart moments wif her though.Up till today, it still stay a mystery to me on how ever i got so keen on spendin a nite not being in my room.....that is so NOT me.....hahahahhaha....

actually de main purpose i got myself there is to watch him performed.........to be frank..i missed him a whole lot( check my lappy desktop if u r in doubt) it's been ages since i actually see of even talk to him in person.....overall........im impressed with the composition of the young music talents......but appalled by de singers....anyway who am i to comment as i myself dont possess such talent either.its kinda nice seeing ur once flame being on de stage..makes u swell with pride...........it will even make u swell till u burst if he had got a sexy n attractive style.......LOL!

looking forward for more thrilling experience in de future......
Ciao!